Saturday, April 11, 2009

The scream.

You know that painting, The Scream? Perfect. I mean PERfect depiction.

Do you ever wish you could just scream and then everything would be ok and your friends would still smile at you, naiively thinking, she's pretty nice most of the time?

Reconstruction surgery. Definately a good idea for me as I am very vain. Surgery went just ducky. But, did they listen when we told them that I am very allergic to tape? F&ck no. Because I was so drugged up to deal with the incision fun I did not notice that not only had they put yards of tape on me, but that the inflamed rash had spread to my back, legs, arms.

So now, delight of delights, they (those who use their powers for EVIL) have me taking prendisone for the systemic allergic reaction, aka my skin is on fire. Have you ever taken prendisone? It makes you feel even MORE postal than you already felt for having an allergy that could have totally FUC&king been prevented.

Please send me peaceful karma and virtual chocolate. If I can just make it through the next few days.


Anonymous said...

Yikes! I'm so sorry. :( I haven't even delved into the idea of reconstruction yet, so you are way ahead of me. Feel better soon!

cancersucks said...

You poor thing...then why did they ask you (I am sure at least ten times) what you are allergic to in the first place?? Will benadryl help? Morphine?! Prednisone is the pits. I hope you are feeling better soon. Prayers for a speedy recovery.